by meg_robb » Sat Jul 31, 2010 12:02 am
I was sitting on the couch, watching baby shows with Emma. Molly was with mom and dad in town. It was around 8:30pm. Rob was out to dinner with Taylor. Emma started fussing so I took her upstairs, feeding her one last time, and then placing her softly in her crib. I shut her door, I heard our back door being banged on. Mom and dad wouldn't use the back door. I peeked out my window to check if Rob's truck was there, but it wasn't. I heard cursing and screaming. Guy voices. I grabbed my phone, locked Emma's door so they couldn't get into her. Whoever they were. I crouched down in my closet, grasping my phone tightly in my hand. I closed my eyes, praying for Rob's voice to comfort me. "Anybody home?" A loud, booming male voice shouted. I prayed that Emma wouldn't wake up. I heard them walking down the hallway. Oh god they were getting closer. My hands were shaking but I flipped open my phone, and dialed 911. Someone was in my room. Shit.
"Hello what is your emergency?" I couldn't talk! I hung up, maybe the operator would send police out. I tried to move farther into the closet, I hit my guitar which fell to the ground with a bang. I covered my mouth.
"Did you hear that?" I saw shadows.
"Yeah, I think it came from the closet. Check it out." I saw feet walking towards my closet. I felt tears sliding down my cheeks. I don't think I've ever been so scared. I was sobbing now. I saw a crack of light spread open revealing three men standing, and staring at me with hungry eyes. Were they vampires? The one was holding my jewelry box, they were burglars. "Well, well, well." You know how they always say that in scary movies? Trust me, It's way scarier in real life. The man leaned down, running his hand down my cheek. "Aw shh, don't cry. How old are you." I glanced around.
"18."
"What's your name?"
"Gwen." He grabbed my arm, pulling me out of the closet.
"Tony, fix her memory so she won't remember we were here." Another man came and threw me on the floor, the third man was holding a gun, smiling at me. They were going to kill me. Oh god. Rob. Emma. My parents. Molly. I shut my eyes. I heard one man walk out of the room, slamming the door. I was praying for everything I had, and everything I needed. I felt someone holding me down so I opened my eyes. The man they called Tony was fumbling with my jeans while the other man was holding me down, and holding the gun to my temple.
"Be a good girl now." He ripped off my underwear. I kicked my feet. He was going to rape me. No No NO. I shut my eyes. "Bitch open your eyes." He screamed. I felt the cold gun push against my head. I opened my eyes. He jabbed two fingers inside of me, I almost vomitted then. The other man was grinning down at me. Tony positioned himself, and pushed my legs apart. I prayed for Rob I thought of him and how much I loved him. Tony rammed into me, not how Rob would. Tony was hurting me, I screamed out. I cried. I thrashed my legs around, so Tony held them down with his hands. I was sobbing. Then he stood up. "Go head, Ed." I heard the cocking of the gun as I lay helpless, and broken on the floor of my bedroom. I close my eyes, picture Rob, and feel the gun go off.
"Holy shit!" I was panting. I was sitting up in bed, next to Rob. We were naked and we were in Hawaii. I started sobbing.
"Baby! What happened?" Rob jumped up, holding me in his arms.
"Rob, baby."
"I'm here honey."
"You weren't there."
"Where?"
"In my dream. I got shot." I wouldn't tell him about the rape. It was pointless. I was sobbing so hard anyway.
"Oh darling, I'm here." He kissed my head. "Let's go get you a shower, I'll get us some breakfast and then we'll go out." I nodded against his chest. I climbed up out of bed and headed to the bathroom. As soon as I shut the door and heard Rob walking to the kitchen I broke down.
"The dream meant nothing. I mean, it's totally pointless." I whispered to myself, I turned the hot water on and just climbed in. I sat down in the tub, letting the water fall over my body. I couldn't stop shaking, I was shaking like I was cold but I was under hot water. I heard Rob knocking on the door.
"Babe, breakfast will be up in 10 minutes. You okay?"
"Yeah, just relaxing. I'll be out in 5." I heard him cough. I plugged up the tub, and let it fill up. I immersed myself in it. I let out all my air, and just relaxed. I guess I had finally fallen asleep which I know you shouldn't do in the tub but I was exhausted. I woke up with Rob screaming at me. I was out of the tub, on the floor, naked.
"Gwen! You okay? You fell asleep in the tub." I pushed off of him, and stood up. I wrapped a towel around myself.
"I'm fine. I just didn't sleep too well. Come on baby." I walked past him, into the kitchen. Rob pulled my chair out and kissed my cheek.
"I love you babe." He broke his crispy bacon in half.
"I love you more, baby." I crinkled my nose at him. That made him smile. I sipped my coffee. I was here, alive, with my soul mate, my baby's father, and an amazing man. I didn't have a thing to worry about.
Meggg. <3
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